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Carlo: From Mathematics Münster. This is On a Tangent, the podcast where we tell the stories behind the mathematics and explore the fascinating paths that lead early career researchers to Münster. My name is Carlo Kaul. I'm a PhD student in arithmetic geometry, and I have the privilege to bring new stories to you in the months to come. For the third episode of the season, I am joined by Nataniel Marquis. Nataniel pursued their mathematical training in Paris at the Ecole Normale Supérieure and Sorbonne University, where they completed their undergraduate, master's and doctoral degrees. The PhD research, supervised by Pierre Colmez and Antoine Ducros, focussed on multivariable Phi Gamma modules. In 2025, they joined the University of Münster as a postdoctoral fellow in Eugen Hellmann’s research group. It's very great to have you, Natalia.
Nataniel: Great to be here.
Carlo: As always, I want to first ask you about your first mathematical memory.
Nataniel: I think that the first mental mathematical memory was rather in high school. Okay, I think I maybe I don't know what the equivalence in German of like, the end of the end of secondary school. I think it was mainly because I was very specifically interested in my math in primary school. Yeah. I just end up with a very good teacher at the beginning of my secondary school, which, I have to confess, I had, like, a detention because I was talking too much, and she just made me like a detention. That was like a geometrical thing. And at the end, it was Batman. And I think that was kind of like a trigger that math can be fun, I guess.
Carlo: Like a graph, which is Batman.
Nataniel: Yes. It was like some geometry exercises. You should draw something according to some instructions. And at the end it was Batman. I think it was a trigger. And then like in secondary school, I was mainly interested, but I didn't do some math outside of school. I think it was mainly interested, like what was happening during lessons. Yeah. My mind was not very filled with math. It wasn't the case until after high school. That's my first very precise memory of math.
Carlo: So that was your math teacher?
Nataniel: Yes, definitely. I think that in primary school it was not very notable for me. Like, it was nice and I was good at it, but it was very notable.
Carlo: So you went to school in Paris, right?
Nataniel: After my high school.
Carlo: But your high school, where was it?
Nataniel: It was in the south of France. Just in Cannes, to be precise.
Carlo: So, what made you move to Paris?
Nataniel: Okay. I think that in France, there is this very specific system, Grand École.
Carlo: Yes.
Nataniel: You might want to go to “classe préparatoire”, which is kind of like two years or three in a high school environment, but with very intensive teaching. Basically you cover both math, physics, informatics, maybe not all at the level of bachelor degree, but kind of. I had not the idea at this point to do some research. I just knew that I wanted to do some math. Actually, it was not sure when I was at the end of high school because I had published some novels. And I was also doing a lot of harp and mathematics, and like all three were options that I considered at some point.
Carlo: So, harp the music instrument?
Nataniel: Yes, the music instrument, some writing and some math. Math was at this point always enjoyable to do while for instance, writing sometimes was very valuable and refreshing, and sometimes it was like kind of a heavy effort. And for music … I think I wasn't good enough to do that even though. And also the security of math, I guess, which is kind of a bummer at this point.
Carlo: Before you get into these classe préparatoire, you have already decided that you want to go into the math direction.
Nataniel: Yes, but I didn't decide for research, for instance. So after this classe préperatoire, I went to the ENS in Paris. I learned about the ENS in classe préparatoire. So it was not at all planned all the way along.
Carlo: So in your high school, what was your mathematical life like? So did you read a lot of math or was it just in school? You enjoyed the subject?
Nataniel: I think it was in school. And I always did like the hard exercise and the books, but it was very limited to school because I was doing a lot of other activities where my mind was full of other things when I went back home.
Carlo: So you didn't realise that yet that you have some exceptional talent?
Nataniel: I don’t know what this means, first, it's weird. I knew that I was good at doing math in high school, but I did not investigate … I did not make it like, fill the other parts of my life.
Carlo: Yes, okay.
Nataniel: It was an option and it was something I was good at high school. But it didn't become part of my life at this point. Dance music and writing were more a part of my life out of school rather than math.
Carlo: So you had very little free time there.
Nataniel: I had no free time, basically. But it hasn't changed.
Carlo: That's right. You do much more math. So, then you went to classe préparatoire in Paris, and there you learned about the ENS.
Nataniel: Yes. For the first time, I think in high school, I never really stumbled on concepts. And at classe préparatoire, I first saw, the things that like. Some exercises were really hard. I had a very good teacher in my first year. That was a long push. And he just was able to convey the love that math and all the funny algebraic stuff. Let's say he was more oriented I think in algebra even though his analysis lessons were very good. But he talked about a little bit of set theory, a little bit of patterns at least about categories. So that was the time when I was very interested in math and it made me more curious than average. I guess I was already curious about math, but that's the thing that really loved it. In the second year of classe préparatoire I also had another teacher that was very good. It was the year of my life when I worked the most, to be fair. So, I really went deep into hard exercises. I also went little bit deeper into number theory. I was really interested in, I first opened my books on my own and things like that, and I did a lot of exams to prepare the competition. But most of them were number theory.
Carlo: This is something really special about the French system that you can already do real math at this point. For example, in Germany right before you start at university, you only did calculations your whole life and algorithms.
Nataniel: I do think that you reach more abstract things faster in Germany. But maybe you reach harder things,… , There's really a culture in classe préparatoire to give you very basic notions like groups or things like that, but go with very deep, and hard exercises. I think, that's a little bit different. I do think that, like in Germany, from what I've seen at least (maybe I'm to biast about student in Münster), but I do think that you reached higher level of abstraction faster.
Carlo: Totally, at the university. But classe préparatoire is not really university, but usually more. In Germany at high schools, you really don't do any concepts or any proofs or whatsoever. But then you start at university and there's this cut where you have this school math you never really use again. It's more calculations and algorithms you learned and then you start from completely scratch. Maybe the French system is a bit smoother in this regard.
Nataniel: A little bit. I think the level of abstraction is really gap at classe préparatoire. I mean, you did some proof before. The big difference is not the proof because you did some, but the definition of the objects and the fact that the definitions are really like rigorous. It's really something that happens only in classe préparatoire.
Carlo: Did you immediately live in Paris?
Nataniel: Yes. I think that in classe préparatoire it was hard to tell because I was mainly working. I did all the things, I kept on with the harp and things like that, but I was still a little bit attached to some peoples in the South. So I was calling people a lot and things like that. So, I think that I would say yes, but I wasn't fully involved as I was when I was in the ESA.
Carlo: I'm also asking you because you were quite young.
Nataniel: Yes, I was 15 when I moved to Paris.
Carlo: And you moved alone.
Nataniel: I was in a boarding school. I mean, it was kind of a boarding school. So this was a really good thing because it meant that like for instance, in the in the weekends there was no Mensa. But we usually cooked together on Sunday evenings or things like that. So, it was not alone. It wasn’t a lone life at all. It doesn't feel like it.
Carlo: That's very nice. And then you apply to ENS because this is the most exciting thing?
Nataniel: Yes. At this point, it seemed to be the thing that did the most of number theorists.
Carlo: So you were already into number theory?
Nataniel: Yes, I mean, there is a specific exercise for the expansion, where you have to present a kind of a mini bachelor thesis. I chose a prime number theorem, using analysis. Not with holomorphic functions. I totally forgot what the prove was.
Carlo: It's actually very funny because I did something similar in Germany. When you do your A-levels, you can do a fifth grade. Normally you have four subjects, but then you can add a fifth A-level subject, a final examination subject, where you can do some mini thesis. And I did this and I did also the prime number theorem. But with the holomorphic method.
Nataniel: We are complementary. I knew from classe préparatoire that I was more into algebra. I went to this partly for that. That's not one of the reasons, but it's the main advantages that it's because you're paid by the ENS. You're an employee of the state. And also it seems more open because in the same building you have people doing science, literature, and there's a lot of associative life around it.
Carlo: So, in your classe préparatoire and also at the ENS was math always a sole focus. You also have to take other subjects?
Nataniel: So I thought mainly about math that I definitely worked around the others.
Carlo: But you had to do the others or did you really enjoy the others as well?
Nataniel: I think that French was nice. It was very interesting. In physics I had an excellent teacher in the second year. So this was really interesting due to the professor, uh, and a little bit of informatics. But at ENS it's very different because it's obviously math I did mostly, but I also grappled 1 or 2 lessons from other subjects. But it was just for my culture or to dive deep into one thing. I did a literature lesson. I followed, let's say ecological development.
Carlo: Did you have time in your classe préparatoire to do some literature or was this literature thing abandoned after you started doing math seriously? I mean, writing.
Nataniel: No, it's a question of time. I did write a little. But like, slowly as my social life, let's say, grew in the ENS. I think that is something I placed my big projects on ups. But I have some in mind that I might put myself onto paper at some point.
Carlo: How did you path to p-adic Hodge theory work? So you started with interest in number theory with the prime number theorem. What happened then?
Nataniel: I think that it was thanks to two professors I had in algebra, Algebra one and Algebra two. So in algebra I had Antoine Ducros, which is one of my PhD supervisors. And in algebra II , I had Ariane Mézard. Her aim with this lesson was also to provide us with deep glimpses, let's say, of different areas. And then I had to do a master one internship, which was during Covid. So it didn't happen, but I was supposed to do it. At this point, she oriented me towards periodic number theory. And I was already like quite diverse debate. So then it just became worse and wors. Then she did a little seminar about perfect wages. So I did that. And then I had this internship with Arthur-César Le Bras, and then I ended up with [Pierre] Colmez as my master's supervisor. So, I went deeper and deeper and deeper.
Carlo: So was it a the straight path for you, or where you're also in the middle of the thinking, should I really do this or maybe should I do other thing. Was there another thing?
Nataniel: There was one point. When I was looking for a supervisor, it was also the second lockdown for Covid, I had emailed Colmez and he just said, “yeah, look at these and we'll see when you come back to Paris”, because I was away for the lockdown. I also received an email from another researcher who just said, I think you're good. So just don't waste your skills into p-adic number theory because it's just too busy. At this point, I was kind of hesitating. It was also not a good time for doing math, because it was the first time in master-two that I stumbled upon the fact that literature is not well written. I think, that until the master-two-year, everything was properly proved in the lessons I followed in the things I read. And then I stumbled upon the fact that, like some of the teachers were not doing the full proofs and that the literature could be, like, kind of sketchy. And so this Post-Covid was kind of a harsh time for the math, I guess. So at this point, I wondered about doing some C*-algebras. But afterwards, Colmez just said, “we will do your master's thesis together, and I was back on the path.
Carlo: Did you like writing your master's thesis? Was it like the first research text you wrote, or did you do some research before that?
Nataniel: What do you mean by research text?
Carlo: I mean, probably for your master's thesis, it was the first time you really thought about very recent and new mathematics?
Nataniel: For recent it's true because I did my master thesis is mainly about Zábrádi’s article. I already wrote some bachelor thesis about class number theory and finiteness of class number and things like that. So, it was already like a bit of an exercise of writing, but I agree that like, it was kind of the first time when I read current articles.
Carlo: And even with a view towards something new, right? I looked into your master's thesis.
Nataniel: Yes, that's very true. I think it didn't make that much of a difference at this point. I think that, while writing my master's thesis, I didn't realise that it was like opening to some things. At the end of my thesis, that's when I realised that some of the article, I could generalise it and that become part of my PhD. I think, it was the interesting part. One thing I can say is that at some point I struggled for two weeks around the understanding of a specific proof in the article. So that was the first experience of really a little bit of research, I guess. And together with Colmez we thought a little bit at this point. So that's shift. But I also think that it was an area of my life when it was not like math as learning was not really interesting for me. Also because it was also the third kind of lockdown in France. I was all the time alone in my room trying to understand. So the meetings with Colmez were really good at this point. And it really put the first little pieces to like, bring me back to math. But it was a slow pace. I think the master's thesis is really the parts of my life were the work was hard and the motivation was also hard. I had some very huge personal issues at this point, too. So it was kind of all at the same time. It was slowly getting down. And the year after that, before my PhD was like the most personal problem. So it was mainly a year about regaining my link to math. It worked. But it wasn't so easy.
Carlo: But given your master's thesis, it was natural to pursue a PhD in this direction. And it was probably offered to you or how did this process go?
Nataniel: I don't remember precisely. I think that we just talked about it with Colmez at the end of my master's thesis. He offered me three articles at the beginning of my master's thesis, and I only looked at parts of two of them. So, I guess that was in July/in summer I looked at Carter-Kedlaya-Zábrádi’s article and I just thought, I might just have an not that, not that complicated generalisation. So he was just okay, we can just continue to think about it. And it became my PhD thesis. So I think it was kind of natural.
It was a rather smooth process. It was a rather smooth path from Master’s to PhD thesis.
Carlo: At the end of the PhD thesis, you probably thought about, what doing now? Was it like clear to you that this topic is still very fun to you and you want to continue in this direction? Or have you also had some doubts during your PhD?
Nataniel: Doubts about the thesis - No. I think that in the middle of my PhD thesis, in the second year it's the time where all the arguments about my thesis were kind of in place. I had to write them down and like, a lot of things happen in the middle or obviously, but it was the time the subject feels very overwhelming. And to see if I had skills enough to like properly say interesting things and was really kind of harsh at this point. And slowly in the end of my thesis I can maybe see where I'm going. The subject still feels very overwhelming. I think like very full of things you should know and all the people seems to know and you don't. And you don't feel that secure about it.
Carlo: But how did you come up with going to Münster after Paris?
Nataniel: I think that I just applied to a few places, and it's the first to answer. It's as simple as it.
Carlo: Did you hear about Münster before?
Nataniel: No, I heard about the people that interviewed me, Hellman and Schneider. I heard about them. I think it's more like the persons that were here that I knew that rather than in place. I didn't know how big was this university.
Carlo: Now you're here. What does a typical day of research look like for you? Do you have a typical day?
Nataniel: I don't think so. I usually don't work after eight. I usually don't work before ten. But no, I don't think there is a precise schedule about what I'm doing. Because there are different things like writing articles, thinking by yourselves, having. I don't think I can describe a proper typical day of work.
Carlo: How do you like to do research. Do you like to just think, or do you like to write things down all the time or just a lot of reading? Your research process maybe.
Nataniel: I think that's what I'm doing the most is reading and thinking. But I think that it's not the most efficient. I think that the most efficient is definitely, when I'm writing down things for instance for collaborators. If I'm writing down, I think the best thing to learn things is to have to do a talk about it. And that's really like the part when you read, but you know that you must extract something that is very suitable and shapes in a way that is very suitable for some people.
Carlo: What do you do when you want to relax a bit and not think about work? What's your favourite activity in Münster?
Nataniel: In Münster, there are three things I'd say. The first one is talk to people. A lot of the people that I bay or have a relation with. The second thing is just listen to music. The best thing is to go back at home, blast music and cook. Just being in the air with music. It's really shifts the mind from work to not work. And than it’s obviously sports. I do a lot of pole dance. That's also something that washes my mind.
Carlo: What genre of music is best for coming down?
Nataniel: It's not a genre. It's about lyrics for me. It’s something that I am obsessed about. If I am obsessed about the song, the lyrics. I have queer songs, rap, rock songs. I’ve got a lot of different things, they are mainly in French.
Carlo: Now that we've gotten to know Nathaniel, we will come to the second part of this podcast is the so-called A-or-B-game. For this game, which will consist of roughly 30 A-or-B-questions. I will ask Nataniel to answer as quickly as possible in order to get an idea about their intuitive thoughts.
0 or 1? – 0.
Analysis or algebra? – Algebra.
Coffee or tea? – Coffee.
Beach or mountains? - That's harsh. Because I'm originated from beach. So I think I would take mountains because it's less usual.
Snooze or getting up? - Getting up.
Chaos or order? – Order.
Summer or winter? - Winter, but none of them are the good seasons. A good season is spring and autumn. Autumn looks very fine. It's beautiful. Both of them are pretty nice. So the answer is neither.
Abstract nonsense or crazy calculations. - Crazy calculations.
The automorphic side and the spectral side. – Spectral side.
Smooth or locally analytic. – Smooth analytic.
Socle or cosocle. – Socle.
In French or in English? - Depends what? No, I cannot choose.
Sorbonne or ENS? – ENS.
Paris or Münster? – Paris, there's too much people there.
Fifth arrondissement or outskirts. - I spent more time in the fifth.
Luminy or Oberwolfach? - I have been only to Luminy, so I take Luminy for now.
Blackboard or slides? – Blackboards.
PDF or physical copy? – Physical copy.
Writing math or writing fiction? - I think writing math because thinking about fiction is best.
Karaoke or salsa night? – Karaoke, I cannot dance salsa.
Reading or writing. – Reading.
Pole dance or hip hop? - Pole dance. I mean, I did a little of both, but I did more pole.
Rock or rap? – Rap.
Biking or walking? – Walking.
Mensa am Ring or home cooking? - Mensa am Ring. For lunch it’s Mensa.
Clapping or knocking? - Clapping.
To be or not to be. – Not to be.
Carlo: All right. Thank you very much.
Carlo: So you were hesitating with abstract nonsense or crazy calculations? Why is that? How would you describe your research more?
Nataniel: My research is more crazy computation. I'm just thinking that I like them both. So it's hard to choose. I do more crazy calculations, but I also think that most of my research is getting down to one crazy calculation.
Carlo: So using abstract nonsense to get down
Nataniel: Yeah. But I'm not using that much abstract nonsense in my thesis for instance.
Carlo: I asked you about fifth arrondissement or outskirts because, when you were in Paris and you were not doing math, which was probably not much time, but did you more like to wander around Paris where the ENS is or did you more like go into nature?
Nataniel: I think I did both, but I spent a lot of time for the cultural life of Paris and also like in the associative life of the ENS. So I have to say fifth because a lot of my activities in Paris were linked to the ENS from one way to another, if I was not studying. So all my dance that I did was in the ENS hence in the fifth.
Carlo: And for Mensa am Ring or doing home cooking. You said for lunch Mensa, I agree. I also like it very much. Not because of the Mensa but because of social aspects.
Nataniel: I have this debate at lunch that I think the German people are thinking too low of the Mensa. Really. It's one of the best.
Carlo: Nice to hear for the Mensa. But you also do home cooking. You also like to cook a lot? What's your favourite dish to cook?
Nataniel: I think it's like vegan Bologna I guess.
Carlo: Oh, I can totally agree. I love it as well.
Nataniel: You have to put some soy sauce in it and some red wine. Just a little bit of both to have the taste.
Carlo: I don't know if the Italians approve the soy sauce.
Nataniel: I know they don’t.
Carlo: But I would try nevertheless.
Nataniel: I was about to say, I don't know if Italian proves vegan, but I think that friendship was vegan. Okay, I will not shoot this arrow.
Carlo: For the end of this podcast, I want to ask you five questions and you can just answer. They are kind of difficult question, but try to answer in one sentence. So the first one is what is your favourite mathematical theorem?
Nataniel: The first that come to my mind is the four square theorem.
Carlo: Right. Then which of your results or achievements are you most proud of?
Nataniel: I think it's the gaps that I field rather than the results.
Carlo: Can you explain that?
Nataniel: No, I just have the sensation that a lot of the results I use in my research, they may be something that is just not explain or that's lacking in the original article or the original reference. I think I'm more proud about, my way of filling the gaps or expanding things rather than the results themselves.
Carlo: I just want to mention that when googling your name, there are a lot of achievements literature wise. So about the books you wrote. So I think very impressive
Nataniel: I was really young.
Carlo: Still it's very impressive to see your achievement there. Just want to mention. So which mathematical field might you have chosen if not your current one?
Nataniel: I think it would have been like C*-algebras applied to group dynamics.
Carlo: Is there something in your professional life you would have done differently?
Nataniel: If I take my experience, style and I applied to myself. Then I would have found faster ways to pull out the pressure. I'm still not totally out of it. I'm more out of it than when I was like eight months ago or four years ago. And I could use this experience.
Carlo: I think, That's a really important experience. And also it links very nicely to my last question. So now I'm curious, what advice would you give a student considering mathematical research today. Maybe you can also say what do you think is the best way to pull out the pressure? Is there like one advice or is it just like learning that?
Nataniel: I think that I will only give one sentence of myself and one sentence of Ariane Mézard. Okay, so from myself is try to always at the most you can enjoy your math, even if it does not go in the way that like the system has an incentive for you. Yeah. And the the sentence of Ariane Mézard is “Don’t damage yourself.”
Carlo: Thank you very much. I think that's a great way to end.
Nataniel: Thanks for having me.
Carlo: If you enjoyed the conversation with Nataniel as much as I did, please consider sharing this episode with a friend or colleague. In the show notes you can also find a link to the video part of my conversation with Nathaniel, where they explained how the notion of space and complex geometry can be adapted to a p-adic framework. I'm Carlo and I will catch you on the next tangent.